Today as usual after the treatment we went straight home. I have problem with my stomach. After to the toilet, I took out the computer. I could see the u tube installed by my det det. That reminds me that I could download few movies songs.
I have completed 18 sessions of radiotheraphies and tomorrow going to be my 4th chimotheraphies. Alhamdulillah , I could cope with it. Syukran Ya Allah for what you have given me. It really wakes me up from my dream and sleep.
Today, I just entertain myself by downloading all the old songs. Well I got few responses from my friends. Firstly, i decided to stay in KL for the weekend but I think , I should go back.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
memoir
Alhamdulillah...
Segala puji bagi mu Ya ALLAH. Tuhan penjaga Bumi dan Langit juga alam semesta.
ALLAH yang maha pengampun lagi pengasihani.
It's only with ALLAH Blessings, I can go through with it. It's really a tough time. I should have a good courage and high spirit to get through all the challenges.
Thanks to my family, brothers, sisters, in-laws, friends especially my wife and children who have showered me with confident and encouragement. Without that, I don't think I am highly spiritual to fight it.
Today is my 13 radioteraphies session and tomorrow, I will have to take another chimoteraphy; that will be my 3rd session. Something to share, actually I am not sick. I don't feel any pain. But until now I have lost 14 kg. I lost my appetite.I am sufferings with sore throat. I cannot even swallow water. Too hard for me. The pain of swallowing thing is unbearable. I have to go through it. I have no other choice ... fight it.
Something worries me tonight is; my BP is drop . It' s only 95:65. I am worried, I don't have the strength.
YA ALLAH YA KABIR ...
Ampunkan dosa aku... Panjangkan umur aku... sembuhkan aku... AMIN...
Segala puji bagi mu Ya ALLAH. Tuhan penjaga Bumi dan Langit juga alam semesta.
ALLAH yang maha pengampun lagi pengasihani.
It's only with ALLAH Blessings, I can go through with it. It's really a tough time. I should have a good courage and high spirit to get through all the challenges.
Thanks to my family, brothers, sisters, in-laws, friends especially my wife and children who have showered me with confident and encouragement. Without that, I don't think I am highly spiritual to fight it.
Today is my 13 radioteraphies session and tomorrow, I will have to take another chimoteraphy; that will be my 3rd session. Something to share, actually I am not sick. I don't feel any pain. But until now I have lost 14 kg. I lost my appetite.I am sufferings with sore throat. I cannot even swallow water. Too hard for me. The pain of swallowing thing is unbearable. I have to go through it. I have no other choice ... fight it.
Something worries me tonight is; my BP is drop . It' s only 95:65. I am worried, I don't have the strength.
YA ALLAH YA KABIR ...
Ampunkan dosa aku... Panjangkan umur aku... sembuhkan aku... AMIN...
Sunday, April 11, 2010
memoir
innalillah hi wa ina illa hirojiun.
I was really shocked and felt so helpless ... 27 Mac 2010 was the day that really let me down.
I was told by the ENT Specialist that I was having cancer in my nose. I felt it was the end of my world.Luckily , my wife accompanied me to the hospital. If she did not drive me down to the hospital, I don't think I can drive on my own...
The questions went on and off is WHY ME!!!
What have I done?... I really don't know what to do.I don't have the guard to mix around. I don't have a guard to face people and surrounding.
It's been two weeks I was down with that stigma. Luckily, I have supportive families, bosses and friends. Thanks everyone.
Life must go own. There should be a reason why? But, it is up to ALLAH. I believe ALLAH is the GREAT. I redho. It gives me a lot of time to spend more time to ALLAH.
I was really shocked and felt so helpless ... 27 Mac 2010 was the day that really let me down.
I was told by the ENT Specialist that I was having cancer in my nose. I felt it was the end of my world.Luckily , my wife accompanied me to the hospital. If she did not drive me down to the hospital, I don't think I can drive on my own...
The questions went on and off is WHY ME!!!
What have I done?... I really don't know what to do.I don't have the guard to mix around. I don't have a guard to face people and surrounding.
It's been two weeks I was down with that stigma. Luckily, I have supportive families, bosses and friends. Thanks everyone.
Life must go own. There should be a reason why? But, it is up to ALLAH. I believe ALLAH is the GREAT. I redho. It gives me a lot of time to spend more time to ALLAH.
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