memoir

Alhamdulillah...

Segala puji bagi mu Ya ALLAH. Tuhan penjaga Bumi dan Langit juga alam semesta.
ALLAH yang maha pengampun lagi pengasihani.

It's only with ALLAH Blessings, I can go through with it. It's really a tough time. I should have a good courage and high spirit to get through all the challenges.

Thanks to my family, brothers, sisters, in-laws, friends especially my wife and children who have showered me with confident and encouragement. Without that, I don't think I am highly spiritual to fight it.

Today is my 13 radioteraphies session and tomorrow, I will have to take another chimoteraphy; that will be my 3rd session. Something to share, actually I am not sick. I don't feel any pain. But until now I have lost 14 kg. I lost my appetite.I am sufferings with sore throat. I cannot even swallow water. Too hard for me. The pain of swallowing thing is unbearable. I have to go through it. I have no other choice ... fight it.

Something worries me tonight is; my BP is drop . It' s only 95:65. I am worried, I don't have the strength.

YA ALLAH YA KABIR ...
Ampunkan dosa aku... Panjangkan umur aku... sembuhkan aku... AMIN...